June 25, 2010

Life . . .

Well , Well , Well ......

It seems as though I have forgot all about this site !

Since my major surgery just over a year ago , my life has been ..... Well ….. in a nut shell ..... Crazy .

I have been working hard in rebuilding my life . Which is by far , not easy . With full time employment , I have come to realize this is obviously not the " Dream Job " I would love to have . It has its up’s ….. pays those endless bills we all seem to have .

Life is something we should never take for granted , nor ignore the things we love most . Hold onto your dreams close to your heart , eventually the light will shine bright at the end of your tunnel .

I once thought that my life would never get better . Things I wanted so bad to achieve , would never happen . Yet I sit here today and I can’t believe it ….. My life is more than the air in which I breathe , it is a life with hope , goals , fate , and most important ……. Life !


Building my physical , emotional , and mental state from the ground up . I know what I want most of all ……. Live to Love and Love to Live .

I struggle with the fact that I will not experience Life in the way that most women out there will get to experience . It’s hard to sit here and say I’m okay with not being able to have the “ Baby Bump ” , to feel new life from with in , or to say , “ Wow , I can’t even see my toes ! ” .

Above all this , I know that fate has a different plan for me and my journey through this new Life in which I live .

I have taken a slow start back to what I love most …… shooting !

I want nothing more than each session with new and exciting clients to be something that truly touches my heart . I want to live and learn , laugh and cry , most of all I want the joy I have , to show within my work .

I want those photographs to have an emotional connection for my clients and I for years to come . I know that deep down , they will .

When you realize your gift in life , which I truly feel photography is my gift . Hold onto it , never let it go . Share it with as many people as you possibly can , they just might leave a foot print in your heart forever !

I consider myself an angle that grew new wings to fly , high above the rest . Given a new start with new beginnings to endless possibilities .

With life having so many up’s and downs , it’s hard not to see what was lost , but what was found in the process . I have found myself !

I have endured and conquered , lived and learned , laughed and cried , loved and lost a part of my chance at motherhood .

It will never really be lost , just put into a different perspective . A chance to change another’s life , like my life changed for me .

Sometimes illness shines a light on your life that creates you to step back into the dark to see things from a perspective that you would have never really taken the time to see properly . Creating you to make choices outside the box , to think not only about yourself but the lives in which are close to your own .

Life is what you make of it .

Chase your dreams and live your life fearless , never let go of what is close to your heart !



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